Ouch!!!!

Ow!!! Ouch!!!! OWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! Sorry bout my yells,but it really really hurts. My arm. reallly really hurts. This is all thanks to the afternoon spent at the badminton court. Now my arm hurts like hell. Seriously. I cant even hold my bottle. All i can do is type cuz it only involves my fingers. here it goes again : OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

Hols!!!!!

In my definition, holidays mean time for you to relax and forget about the pressure you face in school or work. My father's definition of holidays however is that holidays mean time for you to catch up on your work or studies. Seriously, time for me to catch up on my studies?! I'm just trying to forget about all the things that stress me out like exam results, school, koperasi and so on, But it is so imposible. To think that the teachers would even let me off with no homework or project during the hols is seriously a dream. A faraway dream. Haiz.......back to work, holiday or no holiday, the work still have to be done.

However on the bright side, I did get to hang out with my frenz during the week. First we went to the spring together and went to the karaoke ( you have no idea how much i have to beg ). It was fun and it was my first experience. It's a good way to release stress and even though i seriously sing out of tune, no one cares, we're just having fun! Ming Pei and I were like wild animals freed from our cages. We walked ( or was it ran? ) the whole shopping mall at least three times! Damn fun!!!

It was thursday. We went to the badminton court at stapok. It was two or three years since i played badminton and i was surprised that i still knew how to play. It was damn hilarious! Cze Qing was sooooooo MAN and was sooooooo PRO. Michael couldn't hit the ball most of the time ( sorry mich ) and Lim Chong was sooooo CUTE!!! The bad side of it was my arm hurt a lot cuz I did not do warm up. ARGH!! OUCH!!!

Holidays do have its ups and downs. There's only three more days left of it and I hope I can wriggle out of the homework and studies that my father and teachers made me do. Lazy me!!! HAHA!!!

Life......

Life is a roller coaster. That's a common saying. At some point of life, we might feel very down, or very ecstatic. Throughout my whole 13 plus years of life, this is the only time when i have felt completely helpless, useless. I look at others and I immediately see the good in them,what they are good at. When i look at myself, all i see is the bad. All i see are the things that I can't do well. I think that at some point, people do feel this way, but I wonder if they feel it at such a young age. I wonder how people are able to do the things they like and at the same time do the things that they are supposed to do. It just amazes me when i see my friends and they can cope with their studies and at the same time be very active in clubs. It's just amazing...........